i watched perks of being a wallflower today and i cried. maybe cause it reminded me of a lot of things, or maybe cause im just a softie.
there's just too much going on. if I had one wish, I would just wish that we would both move on soon. not really pretend it never happened, but to grow from it. get over it and find someone or something else. we both got lifetime commitments, would be stupid to give yourself up for a fling.
I remember the days where I would sit there looking at the calendar going "man I wish these days past by quicker"
but now I hate it. I remember saying "oh don't worry we got heaps of time left". but weeks turned into days and hours turned into minutes. and it never gets better, it just gets harder to let go.