amputated arms and legs
women lying in a tomb beaten by a bone
vampires and blood
eating domestic animals
dog being run over
too scared to sleep. insomniac as hell and I feel like I'm gonna collapse any minute. I'd honestly rather be dead.
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It's been a long journey and I'm glad to say, well I guess we're all glad to say that we made it through pretty well. So lemme tell you how it was.
Some night were sleepless cause I realise how fucked I was and also cause my scholarship interview was coming out the next day. Some nights were sleepless because there were certain people drifting into my life at the wrong time.
I've been so happy recently. These past few months, living life like no shits can phase me, learning not to trust again, just being myself really. Made up with heaps of people, felt so good to fix up your past before you move on. It's not that I'm sad now, it's just that now it's over, I'm looking back with a feeling of reminiscence about the times I've had with everyone. Memories are so valuable.
Not sure if I've told you this story before, but once I was printing photos at K-mart during graduation week and accidentally left my memory card in their computer and thought I lost it. I was so devs not cause I wouldnt know what to say to my parents, but because I would loose the photos in there. Priceless lil things.
This may sound super feggy but I used to fall asleep to the thought of someone. Someone there for me. But now what gets me to bed the best, is remembering that I'm there alone and pushing all thoughts of everyone else away. It's soothing, I think I've grown a liking for being with myself.
Anyway I'm done. I thought about so much last night but I've forgotten it all. Feel quite relaxed atm :)
hope everyone has a good post-hsc or post-finals time; stay safe fuckers! x