it's all over mudafkerz. got 6/11 of it back, I did alright
I'm not worried about school, really, I'm worried about everything else. sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and see someone that I don't know. I've changed and it scares me. the mornings where I wake up and want to hide under the covers for the whole day, not want to ever be part of the world again. the nights where I go to sleep in hope that I won't wake up the next morning. the days where I sit there and hope someone will hate me so much they'll want to kill me.
I'm a stubborn child, there's some things that will stay with me forever. things I'll always regret.