Rewind;

please tell me I'm amazing

14^th of August 2011
A speech isn’t that long
When you write it like a song
Just make it rhyme
I do that all the time
But theres something i want to say
While i was sniffing my nose out all day
I really, really love you
And i always hope you love me too
It’s been a while since we really sat
For jsut a cup of coffee and a chat
And i wanted to say, like these nights
Where youre writing about artists or dynamites
It doesn’t matter, I’ll be by your side
There’s really nothing to hide.
I can’t say I could ever let you go
You’re running my mind, to and fro
One hundred and seventeen words,
Oh this is quite absurd.

Oh! You haven’t started
That’s left me quite startled.
I’m just joking with you,
I’d always wish the best for you.
Couldn’t ever place a curse upon
Something that i always place my love on.
It’s amazing when i count to three,
You find your way to my thoughts so easily
These rhyming couplets, oh so cute
Its not that hard though, they just shoot
From a brain and heart that’s yours
No longer, am i a lost cause.
Cause you found me when i was sad,
And taught me to love, that’s not too bad.
You know why?
Hmmm. Oh why oh why
Cause you’re so divine,
Like a perfect gentleman, so fine.
I’m on two hundred and forty one,
Have you still not yet begun?

You have begun,
That deserves a ‘well done’
But not yet, it’s not really time,
Cause we have not reached the end of this rhyme.
School’s really a bother aye?
I agree, I must say.
I hate the days where I have to sit and think,
That’s all i do all day, no wonder i stink.
But i love when the bell rings,
I can’t help but have a little sing
About how i’ll see you after school,
Then once again, everything will be so cool.
Why do I feel so very happy?
Taking a break from always being sappy.
It feels quite nice to be free and light,
No more burdens, no more frights.
Previously mentally ill,
Now physically on the pill.
Cause my nose won’t stop running,
Oh why is it so cunning.
And what’s wrong with your phone?
I wonder I wonder, oh what a drone.
Four hundred and two,
Where are you up to?

You’ve only done a quarter of what ive done,
That’s no fun.
Cause ill be finished so soon,
And youll be working till noon.
But with the seventy words left to go,
My love for you, I think I need to show.
The stars could not shine bright enough
To replicate to you, all the lust
That i have for you, and only you,
I really hope that you’ll always love me too
Cause without you, I’ll be no one,
There would be no point in having a sun.
You’re the only thing i need,
That’s five hundred, I better leave. (:

P.S. did you enjoy my rhyme?
I can do it again for you some other time.

yea I forgot I put my blog on private and was wondering why my pageviews did not move, full retard
Anyway, now that its up again, hello :)
Just procrastinating. also I dont know my fb pw so pls dont comment to that

But hey, let's write a little, I feel like writing.

It's so quiet tonight, the clock ticks monotonously while I sit here waiting. I'm not sure what I'm waiting for, I'm not sure what I expect. The ticking mocks me. It tells me how much time I'm wasting, it tells me of the life I'm supposed to be having.
Do you know how it feels?

yea pls, nothing will equal how i was treated, trust me
its okay
people make up fucking excuses
lie bout shitwe werent long lived, but he led me on so bad i could never forgive him
dont be sad, lets just study