I wish I could tell you how I really feel. I wish I could feel something in the first place. I would rather be able to tell you I cry every night before I sleep, than to tell you how I'm feeling right now. I don't know if it's my own pain I'm taking, or somebody else's, but I've lost it.
I used to pretty much crave going out, want to see people just to escape the confines of my house but now, I wish to sit in my room,not having to make conversation with anyone.
Life's not shit for me, don't get me wrong, the degree of apathy right now is just so high.

There was a moment of happiness today, where I felt truly relieved for the first time in a long while. That was the second my english exam finished ahahhahaha :)
I just want this shit to be over. I just want to ensure I'll never see you again.

Josephine
I blog to keep track of my thoughts, so that one day I can read it over and see how much I've grown. Would you like to join me on this journey? :)

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