got "Jo so fine" on the back, heh :) was gonna put jose on hte front but all the girls just put their name so i did too cause im a conformist. not hipster enough heh
Do you get that feeling where you're not sure if you actually still like them, or that its just a habit to think about and pay more attention to them? I don't know.
Like, at the end of all relationships, you have to avoid each other. But then after a while when you think it's okay to talk to them, you don't know how far back you go, as in do you treat them like when you first knew them, or when you were good friends with them already? Or will it never be the same again, so instead of going back, we should be going forward?
Well I tried the other day, but I found that I didn't know what to say and how to act so I just ended up saying I was busy and leaving.
It just doesn't feel the same anymore, but when there's a hint of the past, like say, the smell of him (yea im a fucking weirdo retard but im srs) then it just all comes back and I just miss the past so fucking much urgh
anyway i must study and work so fuck that. gl and goodbye :)